I know no one cares, but whatever.
I realize no one gives a shit, but I feel like my life is seriously so fucked up right now. I get that soo many other people have it a lot worse, but I don’t know what to do at all. One thing: All of my friends suddenly started hating me at the same time, and I didn’t do anything to them. I never get invited to anything anymore, and when I do, they just act like I’m the most annoying person on earth. They ignore my calls and texts literally all the time. And my so called “bestfriends” aren’t any better. They’re just as bad. They do everything without me now. And if I say anything to them about it, they say they don’t know what I’m talking about. And the best part about them is they talk all this shit behind my back! It’s great!!!!! Lol no. And on top of not having any friends anymore, I’ve been pretty much head over heels in love with this one guy for like the past 10 months now. I know I normally don’t admit to that, but whatever. He’s such an ass hole and he’s so fucking bipolar. And he pisses me off sooo much, but I can’t get over him. And his bestfriend………omg. I can’t even talk to him without him flipping shit. And his other friends are a whoooole different story. But honestly, he has no right at all to get mad. He’s the one that is going and fucking one of my bestfriends. Or I should say ex-bestfriends I guess lol. And omg she’s so stupid. Why does she not understand? He’s using you, honey. He told me. You even saw the messages, but you refuse to believe it. Dumbass…….. Anyway, so now I have come to the conclusion that everyone hates me. Except my 2 friends at cheer lol. But who knows. FML. I’m too tired and too delirious to type anything else. Thank you && goodnight✌
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